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My dearest Ali,

Ur wish gave me a sense of pride a feeling of worth and above all u made me feel '' strength & power to act & react nd just a PAT on my shoulder to look in to myself ''

U r definitely one guardian angel of mine who love & care me immensely, and next to the great blessing of myself i see u darling,thankx for the wishes, I really walked down the lane of memory :) i know & i realise good things r in store for me, may be my mango tree's going to flourish a little bit late, but yeah it sure is gonna gift me with the best fruits :).I know its just a bit late may b sounds a bit too late but yeah as long as i m surrounded by angels i am sure ll make it through :) thanks for being there, thanks for being U -- love & miss u but m glad ur presence is felt always :)

The mails u sent me the wishes u sent me, the animated mails and the piece of advices and way u listen the way u cheer me up the way u encourage me just makes me get on track most of the time and i feel that i m less like someone and MORE LIKE MYSELF. You very well know the battle that ve been fighting for the past few years and the more i m fighting the harder it is getting ,screwing me up more and more.Now i have no plans to leave it to failures -i will still fight and thank u for the strength u give me. don’t u think i deserve good things may b de best things,atleast for all those roads I ve walked and all those things I ve been doing I do deserve not good but a little bit more than BEST!

Bday was nice had dinner with friends, cooked food chicken biriyani,chutney salad, fruit salad,papadam -achar pinne yeah cake ondayirunu!On the whole it was a calm nd quite yet nice day! :)Korae wish kitti -korae blessings kitti ''athu porae ali -ee janmam poornam ayi nu thonnal :P ''(Received lots of wishes and prayers & most of all blessings too many & I kind of go the feeling of a COMPLETION and eternity) --my heart's full :)

Always..

Luttu : )

Best funny Quotes

• I took a pain pill Y r u still here....
• I can only please one person a day. Today isn’t your day.Tommorrow doesn’t look good either.
• '’I LOVE YOU ‘’ is eight letters, so is BULLSHIT.
• Beer doesn’t make you FAT; it makes you LEAN against bars, chairs tables & walls.
• Ucry I cry,U laugh-I laugh,U jump off a cliff –I laugh even harder.
• Kisses spread germs……Germs are hated….so kiss me baby..i am VACINATED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
• Smile and the world smile with u,laugh & they’ll all think you are on DRUGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
• It’s a beautiful day, Now watch some assholes Fuck it up.
• Handle every situation like a dog, if you can’t eat it or screw it, Piss on it and walk away.
• Procrastinators unite tomorrow…
• I speak Sarcasm as 2nd language.
• We live in an age where pizza gets to your house before the police
• I m not ignoring you. You’re just INSIGNIFICANT.
• Remember my name; u’ll be screaming it later.
• Live for the moments u can’t put in words.
• You tried ur best and FAILED miserably, the lesson is ‘’never TRY ‘’
• Heaven won’t have me & Hells afraid I ll take over…so I guess I m stuck here ;)
• Faith believes in things when common sense tells you not to!!!!!!!!!
• It’s so simple to be wise, just think of something STUPID to say & say the opposite.
• Remember it’s mandatory to grow old but it is optional to grow up.
• If you can’t convince people, confuse them.
• Never think about the mistakes u MADE, think about the Mistakes you will MAKE.
• Whether the glass if half full or Half Empty, you will still get the drink.
  
  Sharmi :)
  
  

Options & Priorities.

Do first things first and second things not at all.—Peter Drucker.
It's so easy to do what's familiar, comfortable, or fun. It's so difficult, sometimes, to tackle the highest priority. And sometimes it's difficult to even know your top priorities.

We suffer from over-choice: 67 varieties of toothpaste, 487 styles of shoes, and 186 brands of cell phones with 137 telephone companies. We demand more variety than we could possibly need or want, and as a result, we get lost in options, opportunities, and choices. There are 87 varieties of lawyers, and 75 specialties inside medicine. The world of work can be a confusing landscape. When you're flooded with career possibilities, or "swimming up Niagara Falls," it's good to spend time answering questions like, "What is the best and highest use of my talents?" and, "How can I make a bigger impact?"

If you can't establish clear career priorities by yourself, use friends and business acquaintances as a sounding board. They will want to help. Ask them to help you determine your "first things" and "second things." Or seek an outside coach or advisor to help you focus. Because if you don't know what your "first things" are, you simply can't do them FIRST.
Basically choosing and differentiation between options and priorities. Well losing oneself with out knowing ones priorities and blaming circumstances does not really work nd sound good. Understanding what one needs, and choosing the best that makes then improve on one self... Nobody’s is perfect but sure, the best lies in the unseen cores find it out and make best use of it…

Regards
Sharmi
:)

More than what I learned from u.i learned a lot more from mE. When I sit back in that old broken dusty bench, gazing at those yesterdays, everything rushes through my mind like the oceans blocked by the rocks. Everything has passed at lights speed. I know nothing really matters looking back at those spilt droplets of milk, I d rather sit and count on all my blessings and wish my self good luck for my future, as they say those wrong steps and unwalked roads would definitely lead me to the discovery of a newer one.

I’m sure everybody at some point or the other would have a quite really dark tunnel to travel in this lovely phase of their life, but trust me there’s always light at the end, believe it or not but that’s de truth. Of all the hurt one cannot bear would be “betrayal “I ve learned that it’s all a feeling of heart. At times I sit aimlessly looking out of the window thinking about my favorite broken old mirror. It took me a while to realize high time to buy a new one rather than looking at the broken lot, getting my hands torn on mending the broken pieces and shedding tears. It’s a hard fact mobiles are build to mend walls and build bridges far across. Sad truth –hardly one has time to speak to people sleeping next to them, but to people thousands of kilometers apart. Was that a bridge or a wall???

No one can hurt u unless u feel UR hurt. The best lessons are learned once we fall down while walking that’s wen we break our knee and rest for a while-and that’s exactly when we take time out of the world to think...Think on really hard things that we barely thought about, and its obvious that when u fall u learn to walk perfect. Now I ve had my fall de best way I should but I ll never stop walkin, ll dust my ass and start walking may be ll be a bit careful while choosing the roads.

WUD Rather take de roadz Travelled Less.
:)

De day......@ Work....

It was a fresh morning.I was all set to leave for work,The first day @ work in my new company.I was all dressed well starched -black n white cotton salwar,black strapped flats and black bag,very confidently said bye to auntie and left for the cab.Yeah it was 5:20a.m,i lived @ T Nagar almost 45 minutes from Ambattur where i worked.I was the 1st pick up,though very confident and cool i was nervous from top to bottom.It was too very early,being the 1st pick,strange driver -Almost a stranger-the next pick up was another stranger--The feeling was " god this is D day -DEAD DAY ".As per the message received from the transport team at office it was the right cab,which came right in front of my flat's gate.I hopped in said hi to him and just took out the mobile and plugged in to music,very sleepy,after that fresh shower and morning blues...cool breeze blowing on your face as the sumo moved on.... cursing "nothing " for my disturbed sleep. Reached the 1st pick up after 20mins,the cab driver made a couple of miss calls and a hefty guy walked in."Hai " that's all i could read from his lip... weaved a hi back with a gentle smile and i cuddled on to my comfort zone....after a few minutes,we reached @ the next point-a female got in...not very interesting as she was in a grin,may be she was also annoyed over her broken sleep... :(

well after quite sometime we reached the gates of my so called work place.We signed our trip sheets and walked in,took the lift got to the 6Th floor.Wow a whole load of unknown people,all smartly dressed in clean formals...waoh....1st day at work,well the hustle and people around just shook me awake.We moved in to the training room.Our trainer a very smart -Very short guy almost like a school student with a "tie & Goti " (I m sure he ll kill me if he reads this :)) :)) well trust me he opened his mouth nd for a fraction of second i doubted whether i am talking to a British -Man what an accent...the day started with the Induction then break for -Breakfast-That's when people started talking to each other.Not much of question answer stuffs but the Ursula's,u from?previous company?living alone?married?committed?the normal-regular-routine " ?'s "..OK breaks done and we moved back in to the training room.

We were a batch of 13.Let me take u through the abnormal part before the normals--A freak'in guy who looked right out of "Eminem's House-Low waist jeans(the trousers looked as if-it desperately wanted to fall to the floor)-clearly gelled hair almost standing straight like after an electric shock,an inverted mustache-a black wrist band-a very thin guy-with a shoe which almost weighed like u need ur hands to carry it along with Ur legs to move forward.Cal's himself a DJ-Drummer-Dopper or what all....SPECIES-1...Lets move on to this guy who hardly looked at ur face,the moment u looked at his side,he either looks at the floor or may be the walls,as though he was in to deep investigation...SPECIES2.....This another person who just gave firm "stare-really scaring stare "..females.. yeah...there was this very smart looking lady with a very pleasing way of speaking and pretty approachable...i was quite admiring her when the intro started i realised she was married...well the next part was she has a 4 month old baby boy... i could not believe it,she was so pretty and hardly looked married "with a baby " guess all de guys in the batch were shattered... ;) ...well as everybody started off intro..there's this "COFFIN Shaped "Guy almost a THICK RECTANGLE..looked exactly like a master sized "teddy bear" with a shirt that was too loose and too HUGE... for this already huge figure...very heavy voice,with had extra bass... Finally this old man i don know if i need to call him old...as he looked a bit older than all of us..pretty out of the box.. attitude... with serious grins and strict looks...looked like a"small sized -BIG daddy " .....well i forgot to specify this lady... who walked in as though "she s a straight line " and just out of a multicoloured paint shop...all brightly coloured (Actually i never knew there were so many colours until i saw her dress- all the colours in the world were there)..with all pink nd green apparels,gosh... " FUNKY FEMALE"....the day just rolled on as though time moved on pretty very fast...i was as if an a dream land...watching all aliens... luckily the guy who travelled with me in the cab was my batch mate (at least 1 familiar face).I was pretty quite in fact i was just a silent watcher...just smiled for everything and replied only when asked something-The very 1st day people labelled me as a very silent lady in the batch (Little did they knew that i am non-stop whatever)I didn't wanna change the impression...either.... the day ended and de journey started towards home.... i was all set to meet aunty nd speak out about all the aliens i met at the VOA training...

There was aunty waiting for me at the doors....gave me a warm hug and we just sat at the table with a hot cup of coffee...and she was all set eager to hear from me "1st day @ work" well over a cup of coffee.. and a few...quick bites....i took her through the days chores... and the species i met....it was such a strange yet nice feeling...SPECIES...... Wat all weired stuffs.... that we call "yuck" people call it -style & attitude..every mistake turns to a new fashion statement....man.... "am i in deep shit ..?"...that was a lovely day :)
selamat kembali bekerja !!work hard, work smart !!

Sharmi

:)

July to feb...

This would be another piece of extraordinary change.. That’s taking place in my life.. For what reason “unknown”. Sudden demise of a very special person in your family. Everything happens in a fraction of second. Long back I decided to run away from my self-my family-my carrer..In search of solitude (Guess this sounds very dramatic) or jus wanted to alone away by my self for reasons “unknown”.

I resigned my job, started preparing to get things started for my higher studies abroad. At first the target was Australia…then it switched off to the UK.now the choices switched between both the countries. For a while it continued nd finally I decided for the UK.Got equipped with my IELTS score. Now the worst part was VISA processing, it took more time than usual.Days passed. weeks nd months rolled by nd I was jobless with a few..freelance recruitment projects..and a really huge delay in payments. Clients are always the best when they hand over projects but they are really terrific when it comes to payments.At the age of 24 its natural that parents start looking for alliance well that was another messed up situation. Well neither my visa documents were getting ready. I was more like stuck in an “asylum” with jus nothing to do. Loads to think very little to do.. getting drained off day after day…I wasted almost 7 month no regrets over the wasted years. Trust me its really “ a devils workshop –AN IDLE MIND”.

I found no resort any where, internet become the same old “orkutting..Gmail/talk, google “ etc etc.. TV sounded the same old..Starmovies..HBO,or zee studio..everything jus become so mechanical black n white nd the bore old routine.I was looking for a change.. a really really refreshing change I might go insane this way.I Decided to push off nd I started looking for jobs it was tough to stay any further the very same way with jus “nothing nd hoping for probability”.I moved to Chennai,got settled with aunty an old friend of amma.Well she sounded VERY STRICT,well well I said initially but the whole picture changed when I got to know her closer.I did not miss amma much cuz of her,nd here I started off my job hunting. It was really hectic initially for a person like me who s not much used to traveled alone anywhere. I had my dad or mom or anybody to accompany me.Well this was a totally different scenario, I had to travel from Trivandrum to Chennai all alone.Job hunting was even more interesting going for interviews at places whose names I ve never even heard off. These were places I had to take more than 2-3 buses or at times even the train to reach those points. As I was familiar with the language I did not have much problem communicating with people.Thnkfully I did not face much difficulty getting offered with companies but this long tiring wait for the turn was really pathetic.I was offered nd the saddest part was I had more than 2 weeks left for the date of joining.    

Well after the long wait “ D Day “ arrived.I joined with noOOOOO not really much hopes after all those bore bugged up..black n white struggle I didn’t really expect much.I was in batch with the majority ratio men,and females less in number and the worst part was all of them were married.NO no no misunderstandings please..i m bored with them.. really really.. stuck with either the dialogues” my husband says.. my husband likes.. my husband has.. ..gosh…” its boring……
Well de later part of may be in the next episode…